reaux @reaux@meemu.org

just unpinned an "about me" thing that was 4 years old. haha

i live

Some animals

Here he is! The finest Christmas ornament in my parents' collection!!!!

Today's achievements:

Went grocery shopping! Did not have to leave the store early due to panic!

That's it really. But it's a start

I would give almost anything to have a different life than I have. I am of course happy in my marriage and etc, I just don't want...to be me

I don't feel like I have any other options but to keep plodding on. It's really awful.

I've been off work since the 13th and I go back tomorrow. I'm super bummed. My time off has not been great, it's been fine I guess. I wish I had more in life that made me feel valuable and worthwhile. My job is stupid, my art is semi decent I guess, I don't really do anything else. I feel very trapped in my job, and by my financial responsibilities. I can't quit because we would lose our house. I am the only one who can support us.

Last night I started watching x files from the beginning. I used to watch it with my dad every Sunday night in the late 90s. I've never seen these early episodes, some of them are way cheesy! But fun

Important cat petting video

So!!!! I misread my work schedule and I dont work tonight. I have off this weekend for my mom's bday thing so I'm off work til the 23rd!!!!!?!!!!!! I'm so happy

Some stuff I have drawn recently

Slept basically all day: 6:30am to 7:30pm. No sunlight for me. Blah

A baby

also, funny: meemu.org is blocked at work for being a "personal blog," catboy.space is not blocked. hah

hey friends. i have not logged in here in a while but i'm so happy to see meemu is thriving!!!

I got a new (to me) phone! A galaxy s7. I was on an iPhone before but I was sick of it. Haha